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Saturday, March 17, 2007

flicking though the blogs that I have been written the past few years and I 'm thinkin this blog have it's life span too. Like human. Or shld I close this blog.

The first blog entry i still remember "when this blog have their last entry ? every blog should have their end of days and I afraid of that day to come."

i dun really blog something now but in compared to previous euthusiatic years. I hv nothing nothing to say now. Or maybe I have more to say now that i moved more of my bitcheas words to mutiply?

tis blog collected some of my bad interview to bad bastard/bitches.
Till now , i am still surrounded by "plane-ti-full" of bitches and bastards hehe.
Also ..beauty too.

My blog seems to be negative but in reality ,, I am a overcharged positive person . Too much of crazy of laughter gal. Maybe.. I dropped bad stuff in blog 2nite and forgot every single nasty stuff the next morning.I 'm clean.

Actually, it's my laziness. have more things to say actually ..to my blog. But a lot of factor like lousy PC, internet, tired eyes coz me to delete much of the stuff that I have typed.

The best way to vent an anger is actually blog , write all the nasty fu**ing stuff in something that will not coz any revenge rite. if I tell stuff to friends, i may not see the next sunrise but nt exagerate but words WORDS...is a weapon to break your bone really.

seems to me i dun care who look into my blog. sometimes I know who they/U are but i am glad they/U look into it coz I dun wan to tell it in yr face of wat I am doing . lullaby baby ...yeah yeah .

gonna london the lst time 2moro morning .. it's a place that I always wanted to visit and now it's seem like 2moro !

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Add me to skype !!! i wan to hear your voice! add me at valerie83_dreamy@yahoo.com.sg

it is FOC !

This is my schedule from Feb 14 :

Feb 14 - Dubai turnaround back really early
15th-18th - Bangkok
19th - 26th - standby + off (arrrr at home do nothing ...long sleep...msn and skype me pls!! )
27th -29 th - seychelles

may subject to changes

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

this feeling hits me again
you chose her
when i have chosen you
maybe it's destined, i thought
for me to choose freedom
thought these years myself
maybe i haven't tried hard enough
as a lady, whom her gentle ego
smoothe her so pride.
beautiful places i have seen
the people i have meet
if I can bring you together with me
to experience em all
remember that time I told you
I have never feel that way
you have came to me too late
maybe you are hurted
but you know
you come into my life again
And hurt me twice
a stupid thinkin upon me
you still belong to her
when u declare hers
till now & forever
i choose friend over you
Have not misses you
for a long period
but seems like a long lost friend
obligate to seek the memories of u

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

will be off to Berlin later wif my batchmate Qistina ,sld nt be a beri miser fright a i guess, wish luck to me !

When i come back . I sld blog more of those berlin pic and see wat's up over there at minus degree...

there's my blog at multiply @ www.borchup.multiply.com

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I can't content my happiness....Finally I have the wireless internet connection at the comfort of home here. The man came this morning and install the modern and now I dun need to spend about SIN$25 per card for merely few hours.

Unlimited surfing but it's 4 times exp of the card per mth . But it 's worth ,unless it is not SLOW.... Think about blogging lots of pics soon.

Here am thinking thinking thinking .....juz back from shopping ...Mango have a sales of 50% slash!!!!!! rite here. I was exploring the stores with carly my batch buddy ...the fur trench coat cost only SIN $40 to 80 here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haizzzzz.................

But I end up with packs of groceries oni ....

My cupboard is full of foods, and so as my fridge.

Add to my new hobbies: eating,cooking ,surfing.......

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Was toking with tomomi about loneliness juz now.

Tomomi was single and she's looking for a bf. What's more she look kawaii so chio and I am surprised that she HAVE NO BF for 1 year oredi. ...

Anybody?
Pls que up

Who say that good and pretty gal was always taken?
In this apartment of mine lived 2 pretty ,cute and very single and ready to mingle gals:- Tomomi and me. HHHHAAAA...

but nobody wants .........

She is now off to the hippest club in the town now.

SOmebody wants us?

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Tomorow is uniform collection day . SOmething exciting . ...

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Friday, December 15, 2006

n The internet connection at home is so slow, dun think of uploading pix! HumP!!!!

I think I am able to upload one , which is is with my brother III lolx.. I dun really blog my family member pix , but I think this pix is cheeky ! TAken b4 I fly off!!!!! We are toking about the camera ......

I tik the rest of pix that I taken here, I should upload when I am outside or at the hotel when layover ...

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I can surf the net at my room with laptop , i wonder wat I am doing here at the internet cafe in the middle of icy cold middle east at 12 degree.

Well, I am gonna go the mall and shop till I drop. I gonna buy a heater to my room.
And also pretty pissed off by the way they are doing this here. Disorganized. BUll sh**
Really pissed off yesterday and 2 day. I was frozen here in my house and still have to wake up so early in ther morning to go for fingerprinting....Yes, the 1 wrong in my SEP exam yesterday will not do the justice. I studied last min .....

Hmm yeah , we have training for fire fighting yesterday. it is fun but scary...

Learnt some korean phase from our pretty korean ladies. They can be crazy and fun when at first I saw them is like wow so well refined. The ladies are ultra friendly ... I am pretty hapi coz they accept part of their group and allow me to call them "Oni " .
Like "oni Min young" ....

Toking to my chio flatmate from jap .... like ... I am so lucky like that. Even my batchmate says she's pretty.
she's nice and friendly... for now , gonna find time to watch jap dvd she bought....

I really wan to blog the pic ... but let me go back home lst . I juz no time... i rather cook and mop my floor. I am an part time housewife and part time student now.

Starting a new life , new culture that is so profound to me...
Can I think that I am lucky?

OR not so coz ....i wan to spend christmas with my friends.

Eat my mom cooking (it's not that fantastic but is better than mine cooking now) without having to wash dishes and buying of veg?

surf net like nobody business?

Here, man cannot look at woman. So, woman must wear abaya to cover the whole body up include face. And sometimes, the eyes. Woman body is a very privilege thing.

In our culture back in singapore "unrelated guys and gals look each other till sianzzz" till where we dun look at guys anymore- We look AT HANDSOME GUYS oni and guys look at PRETTY LADIES only!!!!! or ................................

they oni look at porn niao ....

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Anyway , the hardest thing to do is not adjusting to new culture , but rather dealing with human relationship, in communication , in working with colleagues. I know wat to expaect here. I know the biggest challenage here is to work well with everyone. There will be people who is not real and there's people who judge by the time u walk into the room. I expect that , been there done that. Been up there in the sky, been down to the sea before. Toking about how realationship crumbles easily in the next sec will get me go "awww...." I know there is one true friend here , and that's itself.

The best way of not getting conflict is not to think we are smart although we really are.....lolx
Matter of opinion, we always think we are smarter..... .
You think it is a frog and I think it is a horse ! Moral : We have to respect each other's opinion; you can see it clearly in the picture. We just need to wait and listen actively to other's point of view!
You can't go wrong if you make the other party more important

I can never emphasize how important enough of "be open minded , dun be narrow minded" becoz nobody will want to intentionally provoke us suddenly .....

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